Tag 1...

>Ni khai tag....



1) Do u think you're hot?
sy dingin...

2) Upload your favorite picture of you!

3) Why do you like that picture?
sj nak tnjk sy kakak yg mithali..ahaha...gamba semata..realitinya..sy cenge...sy rndu adek2 sy...huhuhu...

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
2/3 mgu yg lalu....

5) The last song you listened to?
yeh ishq hai..ost jab we met...

6) What are you doing now beside this?
serabai2 br bgn tdo tp trus tulis blog...x bt apa2 dh..

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?
nama skarang dh sedap...ssuai dgn jiwa sy...

People i tag :

1. Dlos
2. Nazir
3. Aini
4. Ika
5. Ahmad

8) who is number 1?
Kwn plg disayangi di maktab...roomate plg sempoi n cool...

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
Eni..jwb jap nii..kakpiah xtau..hehe...

10) Say something about number 5?
org utara mcm sy...hensem tp lg muda dr sy..aduiii...hehe...lwk je mad eh...jgn marah deh..

11) How about number 4?
housemate..classmate...gossipmate...hahaha..

12) Who is number 2?
nazir?satu maktab dl...bdk popular n genius skolah..hehe...

Sy slalu terlupa....

Sy seorg pelupa...
sy lupa mana sy letak kunci..
sy lupa mana sy letak spek mata wpon hny di atas kpala...
tp yg plg ketara...
sy slalu lupa sy mengulang2 cerita...

ada seorg kwn, A penah ckp...
"hang dah penah cita la kat aku nii..."
ms tu sy tgh rancak bercerita..sy mmg byk ckp...
sy jwb blk.."owh..ya ka..ok, ttp cita.."
pedih..tp sy telan jugak..

ada skali pulak...pakwe sy ckp...
"awak dah penah cita ni kat sy.."
sy jwb.."owh ya ka??...ok lupakan ja, ttp crita blk.."
lg pedih dan sakit...tp sy telan lg..

tp...dlm slalu sy lupa dan mengulang crita...
ada dua org insan nii...
xpernah jemu mendengar wpun crita tu jelas sy ulang..
dan kdg2 sy sdar sy mngulang crita....cuma mrk x kesah..
dengar jgk rapuan...bebelan sy....
bila sy tgk mrk..sy teringat mak sy...
mak pon x penah jemu mndengar kisah sy...
wpun byk kali sy ulang..
dua org insan tu sy syg...mcm sy syg mak sy...

terima kasih husna dan ika...
aku syg hampa....

hmm...tiba2 teringat roomate ms di maktab..
rndunya dlos...

Xmahu tp mahu...

Sy xmahu baca buku...
tp sy xnak jd org buduh...
atau lampi atau jahil...
tambahan pula....
sy nak jd kunun2nya duktur yg bagus gitu...
makanya....
sy kena jgk baca buku....
wpun sy x mahu...
semahu mahunya....

Apa yg mampu sy lakukan...

Mereka ditembak dan disembelih...
Mereka dihancur dan dileburkan...

Titisan-titisan darah2 itu..
perlu dibayar dgn setimpalnya..
secebis daging yg jatuh ke bumi...
secebis kesakitan yg ditanggung...

wahai umat islam bgnlah segera...

petikan sebuah nasyid yg sy dengar di zaman kanak2 dl...
sewaktu Bosnia diperangi hebat oleh pihak Serbia...
Rakyat Palestin pula msh menderita dek peperangan yg x henti2...
dan apa yg sy mampu lakukan....

Selemah-lemah iman adalah membenci dlm hati....
Ya Allah...bantulah mrka...
aku hny hambaMu yg lemah....

Hanya satu...

Mana shj arah yg kita ikut...
haluan mana yg kita pilih..
moga2...biarlah berdasarkan matlamat dan tujuan yg sama...

dakwah dan islam...

SALAM MAAL HIJRAH SUMA...
maaf segala salah silap kpd yg mengenali...(mcm raya plak..hehe)
mari kita sama2 bt azam baru!!!

MARAH...

Apa2 pon yg kita rasa...
walau geram mcm mana pon..
walau marah mcm gunung berapi nak meletus..
walau hati dirudung dendam n benci...
walau rasa nak tepuk2 n cepuk2 org yg dimarahi..
tp....

byk2 kan lah...SABAR...n ISTIGHFAR...
amek wudhu'...sdh2 la jgn dilayan sgt marah tu...
setan saja nak api2 kan lg..
sabar ye...piah anak baik kan??

huhuhuhuhu...rasa nak meletup bla sabar nii....
waaaaaaaaaaaa.........

Recently discovered disease....Malehiasis

Definition: It is a slowly progressive self infection affecting mainly "nafsu tdo n makan..."

Cause: It is caused by Mycobacterium Malas which can come anytime n out of nowhere...

Mode of entry: It is unknown but lying on the bed for too long or eating too much is possible..

Types: Can be divided by 4 in certain people..1.malehiasis kuliasis...2.malehiasis masakis...3.malehiasis kemasis...4.malehiasis bangunis...

Pathological features:
Grossly: The body shows multiple behavioral disturbances due to the infection eg. numerous yawning or "asek menggeliat2"...The number of "taik mata n taik gigi" may increase but in severe cases there is also "ayer liur basi" on the pillow n bed...

Microscopically: Nobody can tell...

Malehiasis may involve the following systems:
Eye: Swollen n red due to lots of sleep...
GIT: Sudden abdominal pain bla nak kena pegi kuliah...
Limbs: Spasm n cramps for all sorts of work especially cooking n cleaning..
Neurology: Lembap n lampi all the time sbb dh berkarat....

Diagnosis:
Just by watching the sudden change in the behaviour of the patient could confirm that he/she has been infected by Malehiasis disease...

Treatment:
Easy....continuos babbling n motivational talks or arranged schedule could treat the patient in 2-3 days..
If not worked...give him/her a smack anywhere you like...
If nothing worked....this will lead to death...the patient has definitely reached the final stage of the disease...

Perlukah buat mka masam...??

Hari2 blk kuliah...semua mst penat...
dr pagi smpai petang...msk mcm2 bnda dlm kpala...
kalo naseb x baek...dpt dr yg rajen...klas smpai dh nak abeh waktu asar...
kalo naseb lg x baek....ari tu giliran memasak kat umah..
n tba2 dapur bersepah...kena buang smpah plak...
tp....perlu ke nak buat muka masam smpai semua rasa bersalah??

apa2 kerja pon...ingat slalu...
ikhlaskan niat...

INGAT TU...ye piah?

Exam..haih...

Ahad..Parasitology...
Isnin....Pharmacology...
Khamis....Pathology...
Ahad lg skali....Microbiology...

hemmm...asek exam jaa....penin, loya, meluat suma ada...sigh~haihh....

Kena tag 2...

1. 5 Ciri Wanita/Lelaki Idaman Anda :

-sopan santun..

-menghormati org tua

-hingaq2 n lawak n pandai mengambil ati..

-manja..

-dpt membimbing sy n pandai memjuk...

2. 5 Wanita/Lelaki Yang Tak Pernah Anda Minati Sepanjang Hidup :

-pengotor..

-ska mencapub n gipang..

-sy xska org mlayu botak, kalo org putih n negro sy mao laa..

-approach laju sgt...gelojoh...

-prasan cool n ensem...meluat glaa..

3. 5 Perasaan Anda Sekiranya Keluar Dengan Orang Yang Minati :

-Bahagia laa..

4. 5 Tempat Istimewa Yang Ingin Dilawati Bersama Pasangan Anda :

-Mesir...hahaha..

-Eropah..

-Australia..

-Jepon..

-Korea

5. 5 Barangan/Sesuatu Istimewa Yang Akan Anda Hadiahkan Kepada Si Dia :

-xtau....

6. Tajuk Lagu Yang Akan Anda Nyanyikan Untuk Pasangan Anda..

-Because you love me..Celine Dion...

7. Rakan Yang Anda Tag Dan Mahu Mereka Buat 5 PERIHAL Ini. Wajib!!!! Mereka Perlu Diberitahu Akan Hal Ini..

- Dr ika...Dr kay...Dr khai..sapa2 nak wat pon bleh laa...

Raya di mana pon sama shj...

Hari ni dh raya ke-3..kerinduan pd mak abah n adek2 hanya Tuhan sj yg tahu...mujur ada kwn2 di sisi bt peneman di kala rndu membuak-buak bagai nak gila pd keluarga...

Sambutan eidul adha di cni meriah...meriah spt mana raya di msia...bezanya cuma tanpa keluarga...namun kehadiran teman2 pengubat duka...gelak tawa n snyum manis mrk yg membuatkan sy gembira beraya di cni...

Dan hari ini, sy nak jerit kuat2...biar suma tahu...

Sy syg kwn2 sy!!!!

Sy peminat cerita korea...=p

Semenjak dua menjak nii...sy gla kembali mendengar lagu2 cita korea yg dulu2 sy penah tgk...syokk tu...layan ja...jiwang..hehe...

Dah lama sbenaqnya x tgk cita korea nii..al maklum la sy skarang ke arah menjadi seorg pelajar solehah..sat2 bkk buku..dlm tdoq pon mimpi baca buku xpon dok dlm klas blajaq....haa..mmg cemerlang(cam psycho pon ada)...hahaha...

Antara cita2 korea syok yg sy besa tgk...kena wat list nii...sy tgk yg syok jaa..yg sdeh2 sy xmao..x larat teghiak..tp kdg2 layan ja...hehe...

1.my fair lady
2.snow white
3.1% of anything
4.stairways to heaven
5.my lovely samsooon
6.purity
7.present
8.hotelier
9.winter sonata
10.full house
11.wonderful life
12.sassy girl chun hyang
13.my girl
14.princess hours
15.witch yoo hee
16.hello miss hello baby
17.smile again
18.coffee prince
19.my love patzi
20.successfull story of a bright girl

sy ska sgt crita nii..sweet..sassy girl chun hyang..

Panjang sgt list...xlarat nak boh dah...takat tu ja sy ingat..tp belambak lg...yg sdeh2 tahap melampau cam summer scent n autumn in my heart sy xmo boh..asek2 teghiak ja..penat eih..haa...tu br drama, blom muvi lg...meh kita survey sy tgk muvi apa dah..

1.200 pound beuty..
2.he was mr cool, he was mr gorgeous
3.a millionaire's first love
4.unstoppable marriage
5.seducing mr perfect
6.she's on duty
7.Attack on the pin-up boys
8.my 18 year old bride
9.innocent steps

Aloh..sy byk lpa nama2 muvi2...hehe..xpa la kan, sy tulih tu jaa...byk gak tu kan..hehe...
dah2, stadi2...go2 fighting...

Sy Penakut??

Nak dijadikan cerita, smlm...klas tutorial sy berakhir lambat skali..nak dkt maghrib br abeh..terkocoh2 lari blk smyg asar wpon sy bknlah termsk org2 yg bleh err...paham2 la ye anda2 sekalian...

Ms klas tutorial tu, kami2 ni revise blk la psl tuberculosis..primary ke, scndary ke or miliary..kbykan waktu dr tny sy mmg berangan oleh krn dah x sabar nak blk umah...penat dh spjg ari dr pkl 9 trima sgala mcm bnda msk kpala otak..tp tba2 dtg la satu soklan ni, doctor tny.."how can miliary tuberculosis spread from the lung to distant organs all at one time??" maka kami2 yg wpon separa berangan separa tumpu ni pon ckp la "BLOOD..." tp dr tny lg..."ok, by blood, but how?haa..jwb2"...(dr. xde la ckp cam2 eh..dr sy x pandai ckp mlayu..hehe)

Sy dlm kpala otak yg hampir layu pon ckp la kpd dr sdr..bermonolog sorg2.."erm..kalo dr lung, t.b. tu spread ke pulmonary vein pas2 dia pi kat heart then affect the heart yg kemudiannya menyalurkan blood ke organ2 laen melalui systemic circulation..jdlah miliary t.b.."(ckp sorg2 pon bhs kedah gak..hohoho)

Wpon sy tau jwpn tersebut...sy hanya mendiamkan dr..sbb sy nii penakut nak ckp kuat2..(hahaha..ni kalo dgn dr ja, kalo dgn kwn2 suara mcm guruh pon ada)doktor sy tny lg..."haa..camna dia spread?? sorg cpt angkat tgn..jwb2.."(dia ckp bhs inggeris sy translate bhs melayu naa)

Suma pon diam...xmao jwb...aizah, paksu n wani yg genius dh wat mcm2 andaian...sy pon ckp la kat aizah teori sy td..dia kata xtau laa..so sy pon x brani la nak habaq kat dr jwpn tu..sy diam jaa..n trus berangan nak blk umah mkn nasi..lapaq..dr plak, dah xda sapa jwb..dia pon tlg la jwb...jwpn dia...haaa..teori sy td tu laa...wooo.bangga2...hahahaha...

Kat cni, sy bkn la nak membangga diri yg teori sy btoi tu..tp nak dijadikan crita la..penakut x penakut sy nii..dh tau jwpn tp xmao habaq..i would rather stay quiet n wait for the answers from my doctor than stand up n tell him my answer..ye, sy ngaku..sy lack of self confidence..sy xpenah yakin dgn jwpn or stiap apa yg sy bt setiap ari..

Nak masak pon tkt x sdap, tp hantam jgk msk sbb tggjwb...hehe, nak jadi org pertama or awal dlm apa2 pon sy x brani sbb nnt org tgk kita..nak jadik org las pon sy tkt jgk..nak memegang apa2 jawatan apatah lg sy tkt...haa..tgk2, penakut kan sy nii..dh lama sy berperang dgn self confidence sy neh..bt mcm2 dh nak bg yakin, tp x jadi2 jgk..sy slalu rasa insecure sbb xda konfiden tu...ssh kan??

Sy xkesah la x konfiden tu, tp kdg2 bla org amanahkan sy apa2..sy lbeh ska menolak sbb tkt nak memegang amanah tu..mslhnya, kesian la kat org2 yg harapkan sy utk pgg amanah tu...mrk2 nii ingat sy bleh diharapkan tp sy lg ska kalo org x harapkan apa2 dari sy...sy habaq awai2..sy x brani...herm, camna la nak handle..sapa2 tlg jwb sat..penin dh pkiq sorg2...

Kesimpulannya...haa, ni mslh cket, sy x penah reti wat kesimpulan sjk zmn skolah rendah n menengah lg smpai la dh msk u ni pon, so xda la kesimpulan...hohoho...

Crush...

sooooooo in love with this song..David Archuleta..enjoy aye..


I hung up
The phone last night
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to kno

Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cuz im tryin tryin
to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away

Has it ever crossed
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever
Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Aanother crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
cuz i'm tryin tryin
to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cuz im tryin tryin
to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away.

Apa Beza...

Bila sy tgk diri sy..
sy rasa laen...
laen dr kwn2..
laen2 dr adek2..
laen dr ibu bapa sy...
ada yg sama..
rambut, hidung, mata..semuanya sy ada..
itu semua sama..
tp sy msh nmpk beza...
sy xtahu apa bezanya...
ada...ada beza..
bila sy tgk kwn sy A..
dia pandai..cpt memhami...
sy laen..sy x sama mcm A...
bila sy tgk adek sy K...
adek sy pantas...pandai bergaul dan petah bicara...
sy laen...sy x sama mcm adek..
bila sy tgk mak...
pon sy rs laen..
sy xsama mcm mak..
tp ada skali, sy terfikir...
sy manusia..
sama mcm kwn sy A, adek sy K, dan mak..
jadi..apa bezanya..
sy jugak makhluk tuhan...
kita semua sama....


merepek2 saja...tgh fikir nak msk apa ari ni...aiyark, nak msk cpt..nnt suma org lapar..

Perbualan Sia2..

Hari ni terjadik la satu perbualan di antara sy n geng2 lab sy...(sia2 saja..warning awai2..)

Ai: haa...Ab, bila ko nak kawen?? taun dpn kan??kan2???...cpt la..cpt..aku nak gi..(mka pnuh excited)

Ab: entah la..wallahua'lam..

S: lorh..kawen la cpt2..aku nak gi gak..bleh wat alasan blk msia..(mencelah tanpa beri slm)

Ab: (secara tba2) eh..korg xnak kawen ke?? org kate taun 4 n ke atas sng je, rilek2..kawen jer laa..

Ai: (bertambah excited) btol2..aku pon denga cam2 gak..sape2 kawen laa...hahahaha...

Sh: (msk berbual) owh...cam2 ke?

Ai: kawen abes taun 4 tu ok la Ab...

S: eh..kawen abes taun 3 lg ok wutt..(ditujukan tuk Ab..)

Sh: ish2..S neh...

S: noooooooooooooooo....aku x mksdkan tuk aku!!!

(malangnye, Sh dh berlalu pergi tanpa smpt mndengar S berteriak...waaaa!!!!!)

ok2..wat pengetahuan suma, S adalah sy..Sh n Ab dua2 anak teruna, Ai plak anak dara mcm sy..
Sh pasti telah membuat telahan bkn2 terhdp sy bila sy ckp abes taun 3 dh bleh kawen...waaaa...bkn cdgn tuk sy nak kawen taun 3 tu..utk Ab laa....haishh..telajak perahu dh xleh undur...maka menangeslah sy...huhuhu..

Nak buang ke xnak??

Hari ini, terlintas ssuatu dlm kpala otak sy...
sy rasa nak buang la blog nii...
maleh dh nak update..
apetah lg nak baca..
tp sy ska baca blog kwn2 laen..
itu dh jadik kebiasaan dlm idup seharian..
blog mereka bes..
kakcik, aini, ede...n mcm2 org lg..
dl ms ade fs sy buang jgk..
tp br beberapa bln buang..
sy gatai tgn wat yg br..
sbbnye rndu kat kwn2..
fs satu2nye tmpt nak berhubung dgn kwn2..
yg berada nun jauh di msia sana...
aloh..dh merepek byk...
ni nak buang ke xnak nii??

Why Do I Love Myself So Much...

This, people..attention please...is my 70th or 71 (nggak pasti) post...and...out off many posts that i have published...i never said about anything else other than myself...ish3..

Apparently..i love myself sooo much that i keep posting things about myself regardless of many things that happen around me...hmm..sapiah owh sapiah...

And why...owh why..knapa la sng..i don't have any idea to post about anything else other than myself...

Even when the idea strucks me...and i came to the point when i want to publish a new post about things that just happened(slaen dr yg menimpa dr sy okay)..at the end, i published things about myself jgk..

Sapiah loves herself soo much...that...is the conclusion..sekian, trma kaseh..

Late...

Sy bgn super lambat ari nii..blom gosok baju, n blom mandi..waaa...
naseb baek ada org kol..
kalo x, msti dh terlps klas n tdo dgn nyenyak lg...
hmmm, tp sy ttp bahagia...hahaha...

Xda tajuk...

Sy penin...
Sy serabut...
Jiwa kacao..
Hati gelisah...
X tenang...
Ya Allah, bantulah hambamu ini...

hmm..serabai...

Nombor 5...

MY TOP 5 MOST FAVOURITE FOOD
Laksa, mee kari, laksam, soto, n roti arab..suma yg mak wat, dr sdr x pandai..hehe..

5 THINGS I LOVE DOING
Denga lagu2 hitz terbaru, mendownload suma bnda psl super junior, menjoyah, medescribe org laen n memperkotak katikkan hdp org sekeliling..hoho..lawak ja, berkawan laa..

5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I’M EMO
Mendiamkan diri, merajuk x tentu psl, carik gadoh dgn org laen, menghempas pintu n berguling atas katil.

5 THINGS I LOVE DOING WHEN I’M HAPPY
Berckp x henti2, makan2, senyum mcm kambing kat suma org even org x dikenali, menggedik bersama adek2 n kwn2, carik lagu baru yg sedap denga...

5 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
Berjoyah bersama sy, share interests yg sama, memujuk di kala sy sdeh, belanja sy n bebaek2 dgn org2 yg sy syg(tp jgn melampau2..hehe..)

5 THINGS I WISH TO HAPPEN
Dpt bina hospital sdr, berbelanja sepuas n seska ati utk family, menjadik lbeh kaya dr donald trump or bill gate, mempunyai kepandaian n genius mcm einstein, ada rangkaian hotel mcm hilton...ish2..suma dunia, mengucap2..

5 RIDICULOUS THINGS I WISH I CAN DO BEFORE I DIE
Setakat ni suma yg sy nak buat, logik dek akal...xda plak yg merapu2..

MY TOP 5 MOST ADDICTED SONG
Take A Bow (Rihanna), Burnin' Up (Jonas Brothers), Hot n Cold (Katy Perry), Crush(David Archuletta), Hurt (Christina Aguilera)

5 PERSON I WISH TO TAG
Dr Ika, Ir Faiz, Dr Hana, Dr. Izan, Dr Kay..

Raya perubatan...

Sabtu lpas g jamuan raya perubatan di Cairo...raya pon raya tp ujan mak aii...lebatnye laa..x pnah2 ujan lebat cam2 kat mesir..(slama i dok cni la..hehe) abeh laa kasut n stokin i yg cun melecun basah lencun...huhu..seb baek dh suh ika bwkkn kasut spare siap2..neway, maleh nak cita psl raya..nak letak gamba je..hehe..

Gembira...

Sy bermood hepi...sy snyum hepi...sy sggh2 hepi...sbbnya, menerima berita gembira dr uk yg mngkhabarkan berita gembira dr msia...ooooh...sy hepi..laalaalaa.....

Sy rindu adek...

Ini zaman adek masih remaja.....hehe..comell...

Skarang adek dh dewasa..still adorable..hmm..adek...kakak rnd adek, kakteh n tam...nak blk umah...

soklan2 cepu emass..

What were you doing before this?
Baru ja bgn tdo...blom gosok gigi lg...ahaha...

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Jadik angkasawan...tp bt ms skarang, pakai baju kurung angkasawan pon jadik laaa...angkasawan gak tuu..

If you are the opposite gender, what would you do?
pegi audition tuk belakon kat Hollywood. yakin aku akan lbeh ensem dr Orlando Bloom..woott2...

What would you do with a billion dollars?
Menderma...berniaga, melabur n jadik lbeh kaya....

Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
x mgkin...xkan nak jatuh cinta dgn adek n mak sdr...ahaha..

Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by sumone...tp nak dua2...

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
xmo tgu2...nak kawen trus, sng citer..

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
redha sajalah..tp ngorat diam2..bleh kan..kan2??

Have u ever been labeled as a snatcher?
x penah..sy baik...

What takes you down the fastest?
stress....definitely...

How would you see yourself in ten years time?
dh jadik doktor...sdh bersuami n hopefully dah ada 4 or 5 anak...ahaha..tamak...

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
gedix....ngehehe...x lah, manja kot..

Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
xleh ke dpt dua2??married n rich...i want both...

What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
smyg suboh...tp slalu dh abeh waktu..uhu..

Would you give all in a relationship?
ntah plak...

If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Brad Pitt...hohoho...

Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
dlm seribu taun lg...insyaAllah kalo idup lama..

Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
single pon bes..berchenta pon bes...nak dua2..

Describe yourself in one word
emm....kurus...

I wanna tag...
dr2 n ir2 di sbelah kiri...suma skali...

Langit itu mendung...

sedih itu pedih...

pedih itu perit...

perit itu sakit...

sakit itu sesak..

sesak itu sebak...

sebak itu air mata...

jiwa kacao.....tulun!

Dah blk...

Alhamdulillah...aku dh slamat smpai blk mesir hampir 2 mggu...smpat sambut adek2 baru lg...so bla pk blk, ade hikmah jgk blk mesir awal, it was not that bad laa...ms dpt tau kena blk lg awal dr tarikh 9 hb dl, mcm nak meraung2 je sdeh kena tgl fmly, my kucing bernama togel n __, ahaha.....tp ok wutt..skang dh ok, pkiran kembali waras...hehe..

Emm, kuliah pon dh stat 3 ari lps...setakat nii suma psl intro tuk subjek2 taun 3...pharmacology,parasitology,pathology n microbiology..kpala ringan lg, sbb x terbeban dgn stadi..not yet..tp ari2 akan mendtg...uhuhuhu....

But still..subjek2 taun 3 cam bes gak..ni mebi sbb tgh semangat br msk taun 3 nii, mak arapkan aku dpt mumtaz...insyaAllah..i'll try my best mak..tp la kan, nak dijadikan citer laa, klas pathology mmg conquer abes..head of department patho yg uruskan jadual suma...agaknye dr2 department laen terpaksa trima je laa sbb ktua department patho nii dominant tol..tp bagus gak die uruskan suma, jadual kitorg taun nii sistematik cket dr 2 taun lps...kalo dl, ade ckp klas ade, ade ckp xde..kdg2 dh pegi, tp dibatalkan plak..hampesss jaa..

Nak stat taun nii dgn semangat baru...chaiyok2!!! kalo msia boleh..sapiah pon bleh...hehe..

rndu my parents,adek2 n Athirah!!

Dia di sana...aku masih disini...hurmm..

27 September 2008 yg lalu...pkul 11.30 mlm secara tepatnya..adek tersayang...Athirah Aminudin telah slamat fly ke UK utk meneruskan pengajian di University of Leeds dlm bidang perubatan selama 5 taun...tp...hehe, dgn selambanya awal2 lg dh bgtau nak blk taun dpn...ikh3..

'kakcik' yg pakai tdg biru tu...tgh2..

Mlm tu, aku n family bersama family chu..antar kakcik ke klia dgn kalut2 atas sbb beliau br first tyme nak fly n tket ada dgn pgawai mara...hehe..naseb baek ada abah n paksu yg dh byk pengalaman naek kapal terbang ke serata dunia..aku plak sekadar menjadi pendengar sbb kalo aku explain kang laen plak jadiknye wpon aku sdr dh bbrapa kali naek kapal terbang..

...KAMI...

Hermmhh...sementara itu, aku disini, merintih mengenangkan tket flight yg msh dlm waiting list..kol sia bbrapa kali sudah..tp msh x berhasil mendapatkan seat pada hari yg aku nak..n tadi aku br kol, nmpknya ada kemungkinan aku terpaksa blk b4 5 hb 10..brita gembira atau sdeh..hanya tuhan yg tahu....itupon kena tambah duet, sbb nak naek upper class..kalo aku bleh menyumpah2 dh lama aku buat..tp dlm bulan yg mulia nii..baek aku ttp mulot saja...nnt x dpt pahala...
...aku benci begini...

Saya mati kutu tanpa....:-

1.handphone aka hp...
Tanpa hp, x dpt la msg n berckp dgn org tersyg...hehe(jgn slh anggap..mak abah n adek2 yg dimksdkan..)

2.laptop..
Dlm laptop ada mcm2 bnda..plg utama music video super junior..ngahaha..owh hero2ku..

3.adek2 sy...
Tanpa mereka, idup sy sunyi..adek2 sj yg dpt membingitkan telinga..esp adek plg kecik..amek brg dia nak cket..menjerit kalah pontianak..ish3..

4.mak abah...
Mak abah sumber kewangan...hehe, xlah..bkn sbb tu, sy anak yg baek..tanpa mak abah, dgn sapa lagi nak bermanja n bermesra..syg mak abah!!!!

5.kwn2...
Gadis2 itu n teruna2 itu...atau dlm erti kata laen, kwn2...mereka buat idup sy bermakna...apa guna idup di dunia tanpa kwn..btol x?

6.my baby...
Ini tipu semata...sy blom kawen...hoho...

nota-urutan adalah secara rawak..bkn mengikut kepentingan...

weehooo....

The medical specialty for you is.... Cardiology

Cardiology is the best of all specialties. As a cardiologist, you'll be sure to profit from the sharp increase in obesity. You'll open at clinic across the street from a McDonalds and retire a billionaire.

To find out what specialty best fits your unique personality, go to:

What Medical Specialty Is For You?

aha...ni amek kat blog khai..thnx khai, hehe...x sangka plak dpt cardiologist..x penah terpk pon..tot i wouldn't fit in to be one..tp ape2 je lah..bkn test btol2 pon...

Xnak balik...hemm...

Bila dh nak stat skolah lepas cuti pjg...mula la ati meragam..xnak blk skolah..itu ms zaman skolah menengah...ms kat agama baling cam2 laa...ms nak blk mrsm apatah lg..kat pulau, kena seberang laut naek feri...hemm...

Skrang bila dh dlm zaman universiti...u plak jauh di benua laen..bla nak stat kuliah blk...mula la rasa mual, loya, skt prut, pening...n sgala mcm hal lg...ms nak naek kapal terbang blk ke msir...ati rasa laen mcm...kalo boleh rasa cam nak lekatkan kaki kat airport...xnak naek kapal terbang...ms tu la rasa mcm nak tgl kat umah lg...x puas cuti pdahal dh 3 bln....hemm....

Itu taun lpas, masa nak blk ke sana lps cuti pjg...ari ni, aku still kat umah...ada dlm sebulan lg b4 blk...tp ati dh stat rasa x tenteram....taun lps 2-3 mgu sblom blk...mlm2 asek mimpi...tetgl passport, tket ilang..laptop x bwk...mcm2 bnda ptg...tu yg rasa x sng ati bla nak blk..tp alhamdulillah, mimpi cam2 buat aku extra careful dgn brg2 yg nak dibwk blk...

Tp..buat camna pon, ati ttp gundah gulana...bkn x rndu dgn kwn2 yg x blk msia...husna, mira, yana n khansa'....tp kaki ttp rasa berat nk melangkah blk tglkan family...apatah lg 20 hb 9 nii, adek aku yg no 2 pon dh nak fly ke uk...mkn cket org kat umah...kesian mak abah...kesian adek2 kecik...kakak2 yg slalu maen dgn diorg dh nk fly....

hemmmm....sshnya ati....xnak blk...tp kuliah ttp kuliah..
sapiah....kuatkan ati!!!!

Ramadhan bertandang lagi...

Pejam celik, pejam celik, dah setahun masa berlalu...bulan ramadhan dh pun msk..hermm...kejap ja rasa, mcm baru semalam merayakan aidil fitri..sambutan masih terasa...

Berbincang pasal bulan puasa...aku sejujurnya, enjoy masa puasa dr raya..raya pon enjoy jugak, tp nikmat puasa tu, tuhan ja yg tau..yelah, bkn slalu nak puasa sebulan..kalo puasa sunat pon, xkan lanjutkan smpai sebulan kan..sehari dua ari plg kurang..

Bila puasa...perut xkan meragam sgt mcm bila x puasa..mksd aku, bila ari x puasa..kita mkn2 smpai x ingat dunia pas2..kdg2, jadi indigestion.xpon kdg2 angin..in other words prut slalu wat hal..tp bila puasa, prut rehat..so bnda2 cam2 jarang jadi..melaenkan, masa sahur n bkk puasa mlebey-lbey...hehe..

Dlm bulan Ramadhan jugak..aku enjoy masa time nak sediakan juada berbuka..masa tu la, mak n anak2 dara dia berkumpul tlg menolong msk utk berbuka...bes sgt rasa...adek2 laki yg ska msk pon kdg2 msk dapor tlg msk..lg ramai di dapor lagi bes, xpernah rasa sesak..smpai adek kecik yg xtau papa pon tlg msk dapur skali..tlg jugak..tp tlg wat kacao je laa...haha..

Satu bnda yg x dpt dilupakan dlm bulan Ramadhan..smyg teraweh..(ni entah la btol ke x eja, hentam je laa..)Dulu masa kecik2..slalu jugak smyg teraweh dkt masjid, ikut abah..bwk adek2 berbondong-bondong kat blakang...sronok ms tu..tp bila dh jd anak dara ni, jarang ke masjid smyg teraweh, abah n adek2 laki je gi msjid..aku n adek2 ppuan yg laen slalu jemaah dgn mak kat umah...ok la kan, jemaah jugak..

Herm...sonoknya Ramadhan dtg lg..byk bnda bes dlm bulan nii, tp dh kering idea la plak...hehe..
AHLAN YA RAMADHAN..moga Ramadhan kali ni membawa keberkatan tuk suma..amiiinn...

n9..

Puas menjelajah n9 baru2 nii..time kaseh x terkata to dura, ika n also ila yg sudi meneman ke sana..di sana la br first tyme merasa buah naga(kunonya aku...huu)...di sana jugak dpt merasa masakan mak ika yg sedap..di sana jugak dpt tgk persembahan kebudayaan matrik2 semsia(sgt2 berterima kaseh kpd mak dura..thnx mkck)...yg pasti byk lg la bnde bes sepjg 5 ari di n9..

di umah ika..dgn mak ika..

mandi di ulu bendul..

surau mana tah..hehe..

Seremban..here i come!!!

Setelah berdiskusi secara seryes dgn ila..kami sepakat nak mengacao dua org rakan kami nun jauh di seremban sana..ni suma gara2 kebuhsanan tahap melampau di umah!!

yah..ika n dura..tgu aku n ila..kami bakal ke seremban..akan berkampung di pilah n kampung durian..waa..x saba..!!!

kalo ada rezeki..nak mengacao yg di johor jugak..ehehe..

Jubli Emas..

ohoh..tanpa disedari..aku telah mencapai post yg ke-52..tahniah2 utk diri sdr..dl b4 smpai post yg ke 50 ada bercadang nak wat sambutan sempena kegemilangan post yg ke 50 tu la, tp beta x perasan plak post dh nak msk post ke 52..hehehe, sggh loqlaq..

so, kepada cik sapiah..tahniah laa sbb dh capai setakat neh..(ceh, org len dh beratus ratus pos, ko br 50 sdh hepi, cewi sggh...ngahaha..)waaa..aku sdh maju sedikit, dl2 aku malas amat nak memikirkan teknologi tinggi2 spt internet ini..tp setelah lama berjinak jinak aku akhirnya tidak lah ketinggalan zaman sgt..aku gumbira seadanya..

oh, dan tidak lupa..kpd sesapa saja yg sudi mengomen, time kaseh laa yoo..tidak terpikir plak ada yg sudi membaca post2 aku yg hanya sekadar suka2 neh..trimas2..

tahniah2 sapiah...jiwa mengembang bak bunga ros di taman atas kejayaan ini...ahaha..(hanya lawak tuk dr sdr, anda xyah la gelakkan dr ini yg hanya tau lame jokes..uhuhu)

Hari-hari yg berlalu...hermm..

Setelah hampir 3 minggu aku dok kat umah, aku br perasan..(baru??) aku xde wat pape yg bermakna lgsg..nak baca buku..pergh.., buku 3rd year pon blom ade lagik..boleh je nak baca buku scnd year blk..tp..oh tp..tp, maleh la sng citernye..

Hari- hari aku abeskan dgn bermaen bersama si kecik, wat susu, tgk tv, internet n beberapa perkara lg yg xyah la diceritakan pon sbb xde significant lgsg..i hate my life at the moment..rimas dgn diri sdr yg smkn malas n boeh (lbeh slalu disebut sbg boncit, tp adek bradek aku sebut "boeh")..

Bkn setakat mkn boeh, tp jugak smkn malas akibat tdk ada apa2 yg ptg perlu dibuat..sekadar keja2 umah sape pon leh wat ye x?? sape2 tlg lah aku..jgn wat aku pk blk ke msia xde gunanya kalo idup aku hanya begini..aku malu...huhu..

nak wat sesuatu yg bermakna esok..tp ape?? waaaa..

I survived another year..pheww..

Baru 2 ari lps..dpt result final exam scnd year..dpt msg dr sumone saying that natijah dh kluar, ms tu cam nak tercabut jantung..seb bek i stayed calm n trus ym..ps2 kebetulan paksu online, dia pon trus tny.."nak tau result x??dh ada dlm tgn neh.." aku kaku xtau nak tulih ape..nak tau result tp tkt..tp aku jwb je.."nak2.."

paksu pon tulih laa dgn pjg lebarnya result aku..fuhh, naseb baek lulus suma..tu pon ckp la, x kesah la aku dok ranking mana pon asalkan lps n xyah repeat..alhamdulillah..hehe..kwn laen2 pon suma najah alhamdulillah..syukur pd tuhan...termakbul doa, tu la yg diharap harapkan..dpt lulus suma subjek n blk msia dgn aman n tenang..

tp ms tu nak konfemkan dgn husna..gi la msg dia..dia kata blom klua plak..dlm ati dh berdebar blk.."aduii2, ntah2 result yg paksu bgtau td blom konfem.." tp aku trus gak msg ila n husna suh diorg konfemkan dgn paksu..tp tba2 dpt tau rupa2nya, diorang kat cairo..so xtau result lg..ptt laa..hehe, org kat msia plak yg tau dl..

Kebetulan msg2 dgn dura psl result..tba2 dura bgtau, ila nak blk..waaa, ms tu gembira x terkata..yay..ila blk ada la geng bdk kedah, boleh gi yayasan skali..bkn xde bdk kedah yg blk..syam blk ari nii..20 hb tp die laki..so malu la kan, mana boleh geng dgn die.

Tgh sabar menunggu kepulangan ila neh..25 hb..ila!! slamat pulang ke msia..hehe..to husna, mira, khansa', yana, chaq n wani..bertabahlah dok di mesir..doakan kami yg dok msia nii x bermalas malasan sgt..luv u all..

It's good to be home..

Dah 3 ari dok umah..melepaskan rndu yg sekian lama terpendam di dada...sronok rasa dpt jumpa blk adek2 (except no 3 and 4..still kat skolah n kolej)..mak n abah pon x suh wat apa2..hehe, awal2 ni bes la..mak abah bg rilek2 dl..nnt dh lama2..bila perangai jd cam ular sawa..paham2 je la..hoho..

gamba terbaru my adek kecik..aku blk br nak ade gamba br..ikh3..

dh beli no baru, anta dh kat husna..apa kabar la bdk 5 org tu..rndu seh..rasa sdeh glerr ms tgal diorang kat airport, tp nak wat camne kan..kalo ikut2kan, aku x blk..dok skali dgn bdk2 tu, tp mak suh blk tgk adek..bila mak dh ckp, xkan nak melawan kan..(actually bes gak bla mak suh blk, die nak sponsor..ape lg..ngeh3..)

erm, setakat nii, idup aku, bgn makan n tdo je laa..kemas umah kdg2..men ngan adek kecik, layan tv, n tenet..mlm2 kalo rajen, tlg mak msk..hoho..bajet seh..kalo kat zqzq, ade je bnda nak wat..pegi jln2 dgn bdk2 tu..kdg2 lepak umah najwa..ulang alik gi kaherah..dok kat umah ni, dah xde mood nak pegi jauh2..plg jauh setakat nii blakang umah, pegi petik rambutan..pas2 smlm ade la pegi teman adek jap amek baju baru die..tu pon die yg drive..nak arapkan aku drive..uihh, dh dua taun x pegang kete..kang slap2 melelong kete..haha..

beberapa ari lg..ade sumone blk..waa, x saba2..hehe..

Lies..Big Bang..

wpon xpaham bhs korea..aku suka seh lagu neh..ye aku tau, aku xde mende laen ke nak post slaen mende2 lagu2 neh, tp nak wat camne dah aku ske..blog aku..ske ati la kan nak post pe pon..wohohoho..sla2 denga..tau dah hanya berapa kerat org je yg gler lagu korea n jepon tp xsalah kan nak share..hehe..

Biochem yg cambes..

Dua ari lg b4 exam biochem..las subjek kritikal..bes x terkata tp cuak gak r...mcm nak teputus wayar hapal formula, segala cycles, synthesis n yg senenek moyang dgnnya...tp naseb baek dura ada di sisi...hehe..peneman dikala lupa..dlm erti kata laen, kamus aku kalo maleh bkk buku..ngeh3..x bermksd nak membuli tp dia yg sudi..=p

nnt dh abeh suma exam..scr tepatnya 29 hb 6 nii...yay!!!(blom abeh dh jerit sronok..ikh3..)dh tepkir dh nak watpa abeh exam nnt...plg utama skali..kena qadha tdoq..pastu berjln2 amek angin luaq stelah beberapa lama terperuk dlm umah..(kluaq ja umah ms b4 exam tp x pueh..hehe.)... x lupa jugak nak berchatting dgn insan2 tersyg nun jauh d msia sana...

Apa lg??xtau dh..camna nak isi ms lapang dgn bes nii??

Demam Kpop-Jpop

Aiyark..recently..aku, mira n dura dlanda demam truk..demam kpop n jpop..bes tu..hehe..tgk senarai band yg aku n diorang ske..

1.Super junior n the subgroups (sj-t, sj-m, sj-kry, sj-h)

2.Epik High

3.Big-Bang

4.SNSD

5.Wonder Girls

6.Arashi-khas utk mira..

Ade lg TVXQ N sg-wannabe..tp x larat dh nak mskkn suma...

Dan malas itu dtg lagi...

Abeh satu lg kertas..4 to go..yehaa!!!
n mcm biasa, mlm abeh exam..masa akan diabehkan dgn x gunanya..bertebar bertebaran atas katil, mengqadha' kembali tdo yg dh lama x nyenyak..(tdo pon mimpi anatomy..mimpi buku, n sewaktu dgnnye..x nyenyak tuh, adeihai..tdo ape kejadah cam2??)
so nk amek kesempatan b4 next paper..n malas pon menjelma..
malam nii..nak tgk citer..smpai pagi pon xpa..(jgn lpe smyg sdh..)
esok br stat baca buku blk..haisyy..bajet je la kan..
bgn sah2 dh lambat kalo tdo pon lambat..
tgk2..malas tu..eiii...ahh..x kire..nak jugak..
lama sudeii x bermalas malasan...
nak jugak..nak jugak..NAK JUGAK!!!

Medical specialty aptitude test...

ohoho...i got pediatrics 4 my medical specialty aptitude...bes2...ahaha..actually, second tyme buat br dpt pediatrics..first tyme buat dpt plastic surgery..lol..xmo2!!!hana kata mengubah ciptaan tuhan...sapa nak amek test tu, nah sla pi ke website neh..http://www.med-ed.virginia.edu/specialties/Home.cfm

Rank	Specialty	Score
1	pediatrics	44
2	nuclear med	44
3	med oncology	44
4	ophthalmology	43
5	psychiatry	42
6	dermatology	42
7	rheumatology	42
8	hematology	41
9	gastroenterology	41
10	nephrology	41
11	aerospace med	41
12	plastic surgery	41
13	anesthesiology	41
14	radiation oncology	41
15	radiology	40
16	obstetrics/gynecology	40
17	colon & rectal surgery	40
18	infectious disease	39
19	pulmonology	39
20	occupational med	39
21	otolaryngology	39
22	general surgery	39
23	urology	39
24	physical med & rehabilitation	39
25	preventive med	38
26	thoracic surgery	38
27	general internal med	38
28	emergency med	38
29	allergy & immunology	38
30	neurosurgery	37
31	orthopaedic surgery	37
32	pathology	37
33	neurology	36
34	endocrinology	36
35	family practice	36
36	cardiology	31