Mntk Maaf...

Baru td kena marah..huhu...
bunyinya lbeh kurang begini, sy olah sedikit sebyk...
"uyt sapiah...aku bkk blog ko ingat dah update..bkk je xde bnde...ni nak marah nii, brapa kali dh ko asek delete pos ko...bila aku nak baca je, haprak xde ape...hampeh sggh.."
alaa..mntk maaf la anda....sy mmg camni..
sy pos, pastu sy delete, xpon sy smpan blk dlm draft...
pendirian senget cket...hehe...
sy rasa mst ada rakan2 laen yg ingat sy dah update, bkk blog sy skali xde ape pon kan...
mntk maaf...berjuta2 maaf...
naah, ni yg sy baru pos pg td, tp pastu sy smpn blk...
rasa mcm xda motif...tp xpa la..


The Ghost in me...

I've seen ghosts before.. but not real ghost...
might be some clothes hanging loose or sumtimes just spiderweb..
it's just me thinking they were ghosts.. i like it though..i mean the adrenaline rush...
and when i've checked that they were not...the relief..it felt good...

I have ghosts in myself...(bkn jin...)
i consider my doubts, my inferiority complex...
those are ghosts...i battled with for so many years...
and yet..i never prevail...
i failed each time...
i really need help...

p/s--i don't know a better metaphor...ghosts fits me..


Kpd Cik Aqilah--Kakpiah try nak baca pos baru tajuk "cubaan" tp xda pon, adakah kita sama2 ska mendelete pos??? hehe...